so Im going wedding shopping!!! that is dress shopping I mean and I am SUPER EXCITED for it, unfortunately I have been feeling super sick/crampy these past couple of days (well, this whole week in fact) which has made it interesting at work and with eating. my tummy is NOT happy, I think that I need to keep reminding myself that I have this "problem" that doesn't seem to go away, and that its apart of life right now until I can get it fixed and just ignoring it won't make it disappear so fighting the uncontrollable cravings, bloat, pain, headaches, dizzyness and such is just something which needs to be done. I can't just give in all the time and allow these things to rule my day. So...its such a fantastic character adjustment and takes enormous strength, which Im most definitely learning daily, this can only make me more of the person I am, it can only foster incredible growth and perseverance, which I am proud of myself for continuing to strive to acheive!

BUT.. back to happy point. WEDDING DRESS SHOPPING! super excited, super happy! :)

O, and I got two more engagement cards in these past couple of weeks (one today), which I absolutely LOVE receiving, they are so much fun. Makes me smile super big when I get them in the mail.

If I buy anything I will let you know! :)
but I won't be giving out details, thats a secret... ESPECIALLY to be kept from Cam.

Blessings,

O and can you believe it!? ALMOST... just SEVEN MONTHS away! eeeekkk... its coming super fast, I LOVE it.