lately, ive been thinking of my future and just my life in general. i absolutely LOVE my husband and our life is getting more and more exciting by the day. i have found the incredible passion of cooking good, wholesome, healthy meals! (and some indulgences of types as well). i have this internal drive to learn how to do yoga (NO idea where that came from), i still want to learn to run but im afraid abbotsford will kill me if i try, i can't get enough of looking at babies. actually, i met this incredibly sweet woman in line at CarltonCards today. she had a son "Colton" and i immediately thought "hmmm... colton lyle stehr sounds nice, cole for short" AH! hahahaha.... she was so sweet and told me to wait to have kids and to enjoy my marriage. which i am doing for sure!
so... unfortunately im not sure if endo has completely let go of its grip on me, i may have to go back to Dr. Williams for a heart-to-heart and advice, actually i plan on calling the office tomorrow. maybe there are other options to keep my "little baby stehr" at bay for now.
i really really badly want to go back to school, although i am incredibly blessed by my job, especially at this point in time with the economy. and i am eternally grateful for it... i am desperately wanting to go to school. a nice change, a different pace, something new for me to do... i finally decided that i will be finishing at CBC and then transfering my credits after i graduate with my BA and do counselling psychology at Trinity Western, all God willing of course cause financially that will be a big burden. i am seriously feeling the call and tug to do counseling for YFC maybe. i truly have no clue, i just ask for many prayers and support!

cam and i are doing incredibly amazing, i am SO blessed its overwhelming. he has cleaned for me, done laundry, makes the bed, vacums, he even pan fried ground beef for me cause i was too tired. WOW huh?! seriously i hope that this never ends :)
i am very excited for our first married valentines day. people keep telling me that its going to turn into "just another day" but come-on! its a cute little opportunity to buy corny gifts, give a mushy card, dress up all pretty, go out for dinner, and be spoiled! I love being spoiled! haaha... and i love expressing to Cam, just how grateful i am for him.

we got our wedding album today! all put together from us by James! and the dvd's and slideshow. VERY excited to display and show them off! eeekkk... i even posted another picture to share. more will come...once i get them onto my computer.

okay... lots of love!