Ok...so its official... i miss Cam. ALOT!
a lot a lot...
hahaha... yep i feel like the girlfriend that cant be away from her guy for more then a day, but its been two weeks! and i still dont even have a chance to see him until saturday, and there might not even be the possibility of that. so :P, yep thats right i stuck my tounge out at all those that think im sad! ha!
Kort how do you do it? i mean obviously your engaged so its different, but still...man alive! i totally admire you!
i keep checking my email like crazy... to even get an email from him at this point would make me smile eye to eye in absolute crazy happiness, geezzz guys.... i need to get out and distracted! hahha...

God is good... "all the time"... all the time... "God is good"
ok, that seriously brought me back to my youth group days (not like Im not re-living those days now, only im now the leader!) but anyways... random moment, but sooo true!
God has seriously been amazing, not like he ever stops being amazing, but hes just seeming to be extra amazing lately. You know when you surrender so much and then it just all seems to come together?
thats what it feels is happening lately to me..,. that I just yelled out in open arms "I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!" and God said "well nicole you werent meant to try and take it and live it out alone anyways, of course you cant take it anymore, give it to me, im supposed to take care of it for you!"
so thats that!
all I want to be is more like Christ, all I want to do is live out what he has in store for me.. all i want to be is Godly. the Godly woman that I can be.

so I called CBC today! yes! Im in senior housing officially! YIPPEEE!! which means my own kitchen, which means NO ME BEING SICK! (yes!) soooooooo excited. you have noooo idea how excited i am. I love summer, but I love fall and school more, im just jumping around waiting for school.... i love my life, and im excited for hawaii, but school! yeesss! sooo much fun! :)

Gots to read, sleep, pray and be merry! God Bless! :)