so i honestly have no idea what to talk about... hmmm.... ive been opening up my bible a lot more lately. its been AMAZING! truly and really. its amazing how much God can completely change your reality. how he can just take your world and turn it upside down with amazing blessings...

there was something that i read in the bible.. i know only that its from james in the message translation, it goes something like this:

"God cares, cares enough right down to the last detail"

that made me cry...
that reality that God loves me sooooooooooooo much, and cares sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for my life that he wants every detail of my life to be exactly perfect, and exactly his.
YAY GOD!
haha... :)
it just makes me so happy.

Cam left yesturday for camp, 10 weeks until hes back home (i would know i have a count down on my calendar in my room) i dont even know if he reads this.. so if he is... i hope hes blushing! heehee...
reading my bible more, spending more time in the amazing presence of Christ, has brought me to the amazing reality of what a blessing Cam is in my life... its not like i didnt know before of the gift i possessed in my relationship with him, but now i can really see, i can really admire that God has given, blessed, overwhelmed me with a true gift.
(for all of you that dont know... Cam is my boyfriend)
so Cam... if you're reading... thanks so much for letting God bless me through you! and for being who you are to me.