so i continue to read my book...i continue to read the words that are truly touching my soul and making me realise the intense love that God has for me, the love that ive read about for years in the bible, the love ive been told about over and over again in sunday school and bible college, yet for some reason this book just puts it out there and brings me to relate to the author and her struggles, the same ones that i believe most women deal with everyday...
i am grasping what this love God has for me is truly all about.... its about romance, God loves me more than anyone else could ever love me! now thats intense! thats so hard for me to wrap my mind around... i mean why is it so hard for me at times to understand that i am loved, that someone can love all of me, including the bad and ugly, including the sins that happen... including it all.
i dont need to be fearful of love, i dont need to fear that love is something temporary, i believe that its not... God will love me with that intense love for the rest of my life, no matter what circumstances, no matter what!!! WOW! thats amazing! truly and incredibly amazing!

"Listen O daughter, consider and give ear; Forget your people and your fathers house. The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your Lord." Psalm 45: 10-11

"Enthralled by your beauty. That means captivated, smitten, fascinated, spellbound, and delighted. That's exactly how the prince feels about the princess in fairy tales. But this sentiment is not fiction. Enthralled is how God in heaven feels about you. He is taken with you. Undistracted. Intensely interested. Emotionally connected. He enjoys your laughter and takes pleasure inthe way you think. He is not bored with you, and he would never consider you ordinary. There is no way you will ever go unnoticed with God. You are beautiful to him. Incredibly, breathtakingly beautiful. When a man feels this way about a woman, we say that he is in love."
** Do you think Im beautiful? Angela Thomas